I feel I have grown up enough to make a commitment with someone. I feel it’s time to prepare for it and I deserve to live secure and content life more than now.
A word came up in my mind, which is a “marriage”. I now feel that I understand the meaning much deeper than before. Marriage life is not a goal, but a start of another life. It means something new, something challenging and something exciting. The important thing is to learn from it. A “marriage” is an abstract word like a “love”- It's hard to define it.
While I am looking for a right man, my mind will gradually be ready for marriage life. I would definitely feel the most happiness that I ever had and the most content with sharing life with a man to become my husband, partner and best friend.
I completely have no idea who is it and what he looks like, but I strongly believe that God will definitely give me a chance to meet a right man on right time. Please give me a chance once more.